“I don't like anti-sucide volenteers[?]”

I hate it. I hate when people say all life has value and then base it off nothing, I didnt ask to be born in a hellhole of a place with people who will always hate me. I don't like it when I tell anyone im feeling this way and the first thing they say is "I care about you!" I still don't get better and my life still sucks. I might be stupid as shit but I genuinly do not understand if anyone actually improved by someone else saying "I care about you! I am proud of you!!" Because lies exist. Inf